Not me.

Grayson and Heather came over after lunch at Zachary's. Meantime I had lunch down at 'the Marina' ala Hot Dog Depot. Watched the white pelicans tread water. A young woman and, I figured after listening a bit, her attorney joined me for the ambiance at the next bench facing the river. Beautiful day, lovely weather. And that nice old couple at the Hot Dog Depot are always so friendly and smiley.
Grayson and Heather and I enjoyed some quiet time together. Gray picked out some family photos to take back to Chicago, and I offered to Heather a bowl of fresh organic strawberries. I gave her the pretty scarf I used Saturday to wrap around the cremains container. (It was a favorite scarf of Kim's, black with haloed angel cats.) Gray checked out the long-forgotten face impression of Kim left on the top bookshelf in the back room. I'm afraid to move it and have all the pins collapse, inevitable as that will be; to witness it remains a special experience for those who knew her contours.
I ate the pizza slices Gray brought and the last of the Newman's Own Espresso Chocolate Chip Cookies, pouring the crumbles at the bottom of the bag down my gullet. I almost didn't make it to my Buddhist service and meditation tonight: I doubted my motivation. Yet it was warm and supporting without being intrusive. I'm the luckiest guy, not the loneliest guy, in the world. Not me.
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